Inside of me...

Nohting heals...nothing grows...
Pain controles me...
This is killing me...
Tears are turning dust...
Hope becames frustration...
I'm tired...
I'm loosing... I can't fight no more...
What was my strenght... is now my shame...
My proud... left behind... and so far i am of recover it...
rage... compassion...hatred...love...
Exausted...
Falling...
Confusion...
Ilusion becames hope... in vain... the reality wakes me up...
Tired of being... tired of thinking... of feeling...
My chest... burning... blood... tears...
Fuck... its hurting...
What need i?
Don´t understand myself no more...
What am i turning to??
Fuck... I don´t want to be no more like this...
My eyes... shadows...
Inside...
dark... silence... emptiness... instable...

please... free me...